Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Salud

Is it wrong that I think people falling is funny? Is it wrong of me to think that people screaming in fear is hilarious? Is it wrong of me to think people screaming because they fell HILARIOUS? Is it wrong of me to point, laugh and stare at a person who fell on the ground?
I don't think its wrong, but it makes me smile. It makes me laugh. It makes me happy. Your embarassed, your ass hurts, and you've lost your dignity , but I will be standing right there. Laughing at your ass on the ground.
When did pretending you were a cat become cool. It's the quietest I've ever heard her.
I thank somebody for my ability to thrive and survive in a germ infested environment. Trying to see all these transparent things. We enter the room 2 by 2. Splendid.

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Pirates Life

If I had never did anything half assedly. I'd probably be a lot happier. I thought I would always be happy where I'm at in life.
So I'll just listen to this one song over and over wishing that it was about me.
Dreaming that I could be that person.
Hold my breath.
I am always original at this very second at this very moment. Why are you so vicious?
I'll wait forever. So I can stand here and tell you.
I am not perfect.
You probably deserve much bettter, but I hold my breath, waiting here forever.
The pop is flat. Shaken so hard. It explodes.
Will I last longer then I say I will. I keep writing wondering if you'll read this.
It all starts over again tomorrow.
Wake up way too early and get home way too late.
Your cheese less macaroni.
This isn't love I'm talking about.
It isn't life.
So I'll keep pretending...

Monday, February 05, 2007

On the floor.

He is totally not sexy. I want to punch his face in. Seriously though. You blew it. I am quite furious with you. Totally taking you off my desktop. You make me nauseas. I am going to throw up the plates of trashy food I just ate. I did do my homework for 4 hours because of you. So furious. SO FURIOUS!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Don't Mind Me.

Once again I have failed to do what I say. Trying to keep up when you keep keeping me down. Repeat the words. An endless cycle of what? huh? why? what? huh? why? My aunt once told me I was going to suffer depression at the age of 19. I had a dream that it was true. Don't you love when dreams come true. It was obviously too cold to not wear a jacket. It was obviously too hot for my comforter. It was so obvious. It's because I washed my hair. Please call me by my alias name. I mean my real name, but really its my alias name. Well I'm going to cop that shit and be on that all night long. I'll bounce that shit right out of this hood. I've got sex appeal. Props to you for finding this. 10 points for you.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

I swear

Sometimes I just become ashamed of myself.
How did I ever get myself to this place?
What am I doing?
I found three gray hairs upon my head.
My schedule has now become 8 am to 6 pm. Monday through Friday.
But why have I done this to myself?
So I can receive a piece of paper.
Of course that makes SO much sense.
I wish I was more intricate.
Sometimes it is just so much easier to be nice.
I think my chem teacher smokes doobies.
She walked around with a mic letting the feedback drive us insane.
Hey, turn it off bitch.
Am I really in Pre-Calc?
What the hell is she saying in that class?
I mean Spanish that is. No, really what the eh are you eh saying eh.
Is a headache lasting for a week normal?
WATCH OUT! I screamed.
Where do I get an application to become a renegade of funk?
A year has passed!? I like numbers. No I don't.