An Inconvenience

I had a dream that I was kidnapped and taken to a summer camp. It wasn't that horrid. The camp had these block parties where awesome music artists performed. Well no one really knew who the artists were but I did so thats all that mattered. I saw Andrew Bird off the side of the stage messing around with all of his instruments. I, of course freaked out and had to get his autograph. For some reason the only thing I had on me was a piece of my own handwritten prose. I handed it to him to sign and when he handed it back to me I saw that he had marked my paper. He, in fact, had dotted all of my i's. Then autographed it at the bottom. I then watched the concert. Then I went to the my room and then I was invited to gossip in the showers. I don't remember the rest of this dream, but I would like to know what the significance of Andrew Bird dotting the i's of my paper.

I Finally Understand

I understand why I am such an awful person. I never take into account other people. I always believed that if I invited a person that I was not being selfish, but I realize that I did not take into account the plans of their lives. I only saw that my schedule was open and that if you were willing to take my rude interruption to join me then I was not being selfish. It is rude of me to be spontaneous. The world does not revolve around Sanita time. I am sincerely sorry for my inconsideration and selfish ways. I will try to take into consideration other people's lives and stop only thinking about myself. BUT there is so much I can do.

Burnt Thumbs

Quick bipedal paces along the sidewalk.
Tap tap tap.
Hello? as she answers the phone.
They all stare her down. How could she be so rude?
She hangs up the phone to ask why the lone child is crying.
But they still say How could she be so rude?
She locates the mother.
But they continue to ask How could she be so rude?
The girl continues pacing at a yet faster rate. It seems as if the whispers were getting louder.
The shrieking turns to yelling and now they are screams.
Everyone is looking at her screaming.
She can't leave. They all have surrounded her. Screaming HOW COULD YOU BE SO RUDE?
She asks what? what are you talking about? what do you want from me?
They open up a path for her.
She wonders are they letting her go? She walks the path.
Tap, tap, tap.
How could she be so rude?
She realizes she is the one they chose. The one who must sacrifice herself for the greater good. But they do not know this.
She is a mere imperfection upon their ideal world.
She begins to run.
Faster, faster, faster.
She reaches the end of the world. Where she falls off the earth and the universe.
This is the most she can ever do and will ever be able to do. She has given herself to them.
Someone whispers, I've never known any person to ever have been so rude?

Landmarks

Today has been a day of quite the achievement, well at least for me that is. Shall I list them or describe them?
Well, today i realized that I have lost 8lbs give or take. Which I believe is pretty good since i haven't been working out. Lots of walking, stairs, some volleyball, kite flying, and a tad of sweating.
Also, my boss back at school called me to tell me that I got the job that I interviewed for back in april. So i'm excited. Get to work with my kids. volunteering. social work. I'll be working 15 + hours with 18 credit course load but hey I'm used to it by now.
I finally closed Domino's all by myself. Scariest thing of my life. Sitting alone in domino's, but I did it and I'm alive to write even a blog about it. Also I wasn't under in calculating money. They found the money that was missing the other day so thankfully I'm not going to falsely get arrested because that would suck. Why in the world would I steal $100? I would need to still $18,000 for student loans. Flipping a.
So those have been my landmarks of the day. So huge in my life that I had to write 2 blogs in one day except technically I have written it in the early morning of june 20th. booyah.

Fist Loaded

Remind me of the days when I used to write these rhyming words.
The rain clouds part to reveal the sun.
It's a sundress.

Pad Kee Mao
Boba smoothie
It's only 2 dolla! 2 dollar? That's what I say 2 dolla!

We dance and sing in the rain. We're just too cute for you to even stand it.
Just a little bit exhausted. The smell of the city's water remains in the hair.
The skin is grey from the dirt. The smiles on our faces still remain.

You scantily clad whore. "Away from this corner!" I yell.
She flags me down, but I screech my tires to signal I will not be having it.
Not today, not ever.

In our sleep, we dream.

Summer Blogging Yo.

I haven't really made a blog about the events that I wanted to accomplish, but I guess I kind of just threw ideas out there. I am going to work on a horror/ musical film. I mean I'm sure there is one out there, but I horror film that is also a musical well I guess that's like Michael Jackson's Thriller. I think that is what I want to accomplish. Concerts, School, Work. Those are given accomplishments though. I was going to work board the movie, but I guess I'll move on. Nerdlympics. I just don't know. I feel like I'm busy, but not really. Well I work out, go to class, do homework, and then maybe go to work. I also feel that some people aren't all about hanging out all the time. Most people probably think that I should get a life because I seem to always be bothering them, correct? Or maybe I think other people should get a life because they are bugging me a lot. Eating more healthy is another thing I need to add to the list. Save money. I need to save money sooooo bad. Gah. Fucking Gas. bah. hmmmm.

Music/ Musical list

Emo phillips - Arrah & the Ferns (I)
I'm a broken heart - the bird and the bee (I)
your ex-lover is dead - stars (C)
backstabber- dresden dolls (C)
insistor - tapes n' tapes (B)
I hate everyone - get set go (I)
raised by wolves - voxtrot (L)
no cars go - arcade fire (L)
pure imagination - smoking popes (L)
Killer tofu - the beets (S)
Be Good - Tokyo Police Club (E)
Always love - nada surf (E)
The denial twist - the white stripes (S)
smile - lily allen (I)
calendar girl - stars (C)
so begins our alabee - of montreal (B)
rat in a cage - smashing pumpkins (E L)
do you realize - the flaming lips (B)
you can dance if you want to - men at work (L)
fever - michael buble (I)
its oh so quiet - bjork (S B)
pain - jimmy eat world (I)
don't stop believing - journey (CE)

general
6 o' clock - foxes
songs for ghosts to haunt to - maps and atlases
walk away - bears
here it goes again - ok go
autumn leaves - miles davis
purple haze - jimi hendrix
tikwid - animal collective
leaf house - animal collective


All of those songs are not going to be in it. It's just my work board yo.