Banjo

I need to make a movie, simply to use the song Marla by Grizzly Bear.
It's perfect.
Just listen to it.
It's quiet and the right amount of creepiness to keep you entranced.
I wish there was more time in the day.

How many acres?

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It's October, already? I forgot. It is glorious that the weather is still 80 down here in the Lou. It's my fave. I totally had some substantial information for updating, but I forgot.

Decisions.

It's always a matter of life or death. Not really. I'm really digging Le Loup. I'm listening to them RIGHT now. I always translate their name to The Loop. I'm so American.
Well, lately I've been thinking about the future, about what I want to do. Debating.
Do I want to be a physical therapist?
Do I want to be a psychologist?
Do I want to be a teacher?
Do I want to be a booking agent?
Do I want to be a manager?
Do I want to be a writer?

It always seems that I am given these opportunities to expand and improve my life, but I keep taking the safer one. The one that I know isn't a risk. The one that I think will make me happier. It only makes me happy because I know I'll be safe. I'm afraid of becoming an adult. Having to find a job. Having to worry about bills. I know I'm technically I'm an adult, but as long as I'm still living with my parents and they are still paying for the car I drive and the insurance. I'm pretty sure I'm still a dependent teenager. I need experience to grow but its not always a decision of life or death. But what if it is? And I'm not treating it that way. Just tell me what to do.

Throw It Back.

I used to write a blog on myspace.com/sanita

but I don't anymore. Well I try to write stuff on here from time to time. It is mostly currently meaning I write in it bi monthly ( which is twice a month I hear) Well here's my throw back blog from when I was a senior in high school. I had myspace for almost 3 + years now which is pretty much ridiculous.

I'm just THAT amazing.
Current mood: happy

well i have a lot of stuff i should be doing but im not..again..this blog is furthering the hole i have been digging.. but good news i was amazing at volleyball. i mean DAMN! i was on fizz-IRE! but everyone else really wasn't so i was working my ass off and im really out of shape for sitting out for a week so i get out of breathe like really easy and it was really hard. but there were like 10 hussling awesome passes and1 out of the net which never happens but remember I AM JUST THAT AMAZING! well everyone is angry at me for going on the trip tomorrow but oh well im a senior.. and when else will i be able to see frank lloyd wright and 2 shakespearean plays...c'mon. well off to do my very long list of chores and what not.

Currently listening : Hefty Fine By The Bloodhound Gang Release date: By 27 September, 2005

It's such a silly blog when I look back upon it. I mean it's kind of silly that I went back to look for it. I can't believe that anybody would have read it. I can't believe that anybody would read this blog. My point of view of the world was so one dimensional. I had school, work, and volleyball to worry about. I mean that is still my main focus minus volleyball. Making friends is such hard work. That's what I miss about high school is just knowing your friends. I don't have to do this and that to get to know people better. Maybe its building connections meaning I have to interact with people I don't know and probably don't want to know. I was complaining about too much partying lately. Now I am going to complain about how I'm missing so many parties this weekend. I think I'll have a great experience at my leadership summit though. I get to see my parents hopefully. I get to see my sister on monday. It'll be fine. I gotta start posting the insane dreams I used to have back in the day. I don't really dream that much anymore. If I do I don't remember them.

I'm Made Out of Science Fiction

Well

School is already well and in and I am yet to have an update. My crazy schedule is finally kicking in. Where I have to start my balancing act once again. I wish school was just like the 1st two weeks where you don't do anything but party. Yes? Maybe not I'm not even an avid partier but that statement makes me sound like it. Concerts always dominating my life. I mean my young vivacious body can last so long so that is why I am going to concerts while I can? Always trying to rationalize and logically give a reason for why I do things.

I'm pretty sure I had an ulcer this pass week. Not cool.

Current Things:

Studying for Physiology, Physics and Psychology.

Listening to M.I.A - Kala, Rock - None Shall Pass, Ferraby Lionheart - Catch the Brass Ring, and Okkervil River - The Stage Names

Moving tables for the Billiken Club

Sleep.