I Still Don't Have A Reason

Just writing something so I don't have to look an emo post everytime I come on here. Or when you come on here. I wish I had something to say. I don't really have anything to complain about. I'm not bored yet. Well kind of. I went to the library to borrow books. So I'm excited. It seems that no matter how many and how long I sort my clothes they always pile up. Wait today is thursday. That really serves as no importance. I need to do laundry.

A Summary.

Of course we all have our regrets, but it's up to the person to whether they will dwell on it or move on and change for the better. This is another ending and another decision I have to make. Well it's not as big as deciding what college I want to go to, but every decision seems like it is so. Sometimes I know I've made a huge mistake, but I ignore and move on. Is that normal? Do people continue on life knowing that what they are doing isn't right? That they aren't truly happy.
Well I guess I can relate to that and think that it was their own fault... or something on the lines of that. You are where I want to be. Ok I haven't made a huge mistake, but sometimes I feel like I have. I mean you always have that feeling that you could be a lot happier right? But I don't know if I really would. I've finished packing and sometimes I wish that I was packing for a trip to another country, but then I float back down to reality to realize that I don't have the money for it.
One day... I swear I'm working on an invention this summer. Not for the sake of me becoming a millionaire, but to the quality of human life. Something unnecessary. Like a Toothbrush cozy. B/c those guys are so uncomfortable to carry. Ok mostly for the sake of becoming rich. Is that awful? that it seems to me that the only way that I'll be happy is money. NO. Actually. I wish I was doing better things with my life. Like helping others. Gah.
No more reflecting with Sanita. I am done. BUT living your life one day at a time just seems too simple. You have to think about the future. That bugs me. That bugs me a lot. As Kansas puts it "all we are is dust in the wind".
Maybe that is why I put so much emphasis on music. It's my escape. I should start reading or something.
Ok. Seriously I'm done.

A Sound We Didn't Notice

It is May.
Yesterday was Cinco de Mayo.
I feel like I am having a baby
and my brain is hemorrhaging information.
This is all before we say goodnight.
I love how the songs that I listen to while I write a blog always end up in my blog.
Lucky songs. They get promoted.
It's natural to be afraid.
En la futura, yo quisera ser terapeuta fisica.
Espero que la motivacion a eliger mas espanol pero no tengo tiempo. Espero mi espanol es mal para tu a leer.
I will be celebrating at approximately 2 o' clock tomorrow.
All men desire to know - Aristotle Metaphysics
I think therefore I am - Decartes Discourse on Method
A person is a substance of rational nature - Boethius
Socrates was born in 399bc
Plato was born in 347 bc
Aristotle was born in 322 bc
410ac was the fall of rome
430 was when augustine was born.
I won't list the unit circle for you guys.

Discocovery

No I didn't spell discovery wrong.
Jones Soda Co. Carbonated Candy is the best.
I like the new Bjork. It reminds me of M.I.A. Anyone else?
I've heard Seal's Kiss from a Rose in the past month way too many times.
I working on paper #4 out of 6.
Well they are just a page long but I can complain it if I want.
I confessed a secret today.
If you climb a mountain and whisper your secret into a tree hole and then fill it in then no one will ever find out your secret.
Don't you miss tree houses?
Where you made a paper sign that prohibited people from entering.
When you get older, you have to use doors with locks to prevent that from happening.
12 more days and I am totally not ready.
I wonder if I will be In The Morning.
She asked if I wanted to go to Florida?
What's there again?
I still swear I saw Shamu when I was in the 4th grade.
Am I too old to go?
I know. I think I much rather spend money going to a place I've never seen before.
Because it is about experience.
We finally know how to use the D-Sub. It is quite spectacular.
I think I am going to start editing my dream journal. Make it into a product that is readable.
Then I will make a cartoon for it.
My ideal trip is a road trip where I don't shower and I sleep in the car.
Is it normal that I have 3 mustaches sticking on the top of my desk?
What do you do if you fall in love with a sexual predator?
You have no idea, how excited I am for life.
My heart beats everyday because of it.
Dude, I just wanna dance.
Not so excited for summer school.
I'm nervous.
Not for summer school.
I don't know what I'll do.
What will I do if it doesn't work out?

I Just Don't Know What To Do With Myself

Signing up for classes tomorrow. Surprisingly none of the classes that I want to sign up for are filled up yet. We'll see tomorrow. I pretty sure I don't have any homework? Well if I do I'm not doing it. I've started studying for my test on friday. My Michelangelo test, it makes me want to go to Rome. So I'm thinking that I might go study abroad. I need to do perfect. I need to do perfect basically on everything. So I'm going to work towards perfection.