I SO CONFUSED!

ummm seriously fuck my life.

I got into one of the classes i tried to register for.
Nothing is working out.
my body is falling apart as seen in the last post.
there are earthquakes up in the mother.
i think the sky is falling.
i have flipping 4 papers to write.
always meeting with my teachers, mentors, advisor.
where the fuck does my time go.
to stupid shit like this.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Outside your window.

I'm blogging. i am going to bed. i'm so tired im not even going to bother with punctuation. you know the usual. my f key/ button on my computer broke. im really pissed off with it.
i can't control things. i hate not being able to control things. such as being sick.
the flu again. cold, whooping cough and flu and flu. my body is falling apart. i'm falling apart.

My musical family tree cont.

Ok so far you've read that I wanted Jeff Tweedy from Wilco as my father. That still stands.
Here, I have further developed who I want as members in my ultimate music family.
George Hunter from Catfish Haven as my uncle. Dolly Parton as my grandmother. Ben Gibbard is my cousin twice removed, so technically he's not really my cousin anymore. Oh yeah if you didn't know David Vandevelde is my husband. I thought that was obvious, just hear this ring, Sanita Vandervelde. Yea. I know its beautiful. I had more developments, but I guess I forgot them. I will make a visual tree eventually.

Two Headed Snake

I am in a vicious yet awesome cycle of listening to Born Ruffians and then listening to Panda Bear. This circle won't end. I don 't mind it. But I have no idea when I am going to exit it.

Inspiration Strikes

It's not that weird that I sit and stare at you as you take pictures of yourself on your iphone.
Making sure to take a pause to take a drag from you camel light.
It might be that I'm listening to that usual indie synth beat with an overlay of a 4 beat drum beat.
He feels like he's on aderall is what he told me.
He will sleep in your spare bed because he can.
He ashes into and onto the ground.
He's a person and frowns at your face.
He'll scratch your back.
They say if you give a mouse a cookie. He'll take pictures of it and then post it on facebook.