Fist Loaded

Remind me of the days when I used to write these rhyming words.
The rain clouds part to reveal the sun.
It's a sundress.

Pad Kee Mao
Boba smoothie
It's only 2 dolla! 2 dollar? That's what I say 2 dolla!

We dance and sing in the rain. We're just too cute for you to even stand it.
Just a little bit exhausted. The smell of the city's water remains in the hair.
The skin is grey from the dirt. The smiles on our faces still remain.

You scantily clad whore. "Away from this corner!" I yell.
She flags me down, but I screech my tires to signal I will not be having it.
Not today, not ever.

In our sleep, we dream.

Summer Blogging Yo.

I haven't really made a blog about the events that I wanted to accomplish, but I guess I kind of just threw ideas out there. I am going to work on a horror/ musical film. I mean I'm sure there is one out there, but I horror film that is also a musical well I guess that's like Michael Jackson's Thriller. I think that is what I want to accomplish. Concerts, School, Work. Those are given accomplishments though. I was going to work board the movie, but I guess I'll move on. Nerdlympics. I just don't know. I feel like I'm busy, but not really. Well I work out, go to class, do homework, and then maybe go to work. I also feel that some people aren't all about hanging out all the time. Most people probably think that I should get a life because I seem to always be bothering them, correct? Or maybe I think other people should get a life because they are bugging me a lot. Eating more healthy is another thing I need to add to the list. Save money. I need to save money sooooo bad. Gah. Fucking Gas. bah. hmmmm.

Music/ Musical list

Emo phillips - Arrah & the Ferns (I)
I'm a broken heart - the bird and the bee (I)
your ex-lover is dead - stars (C)
backstabber- dresden dolls (C)
insistor - tapes n' tapes (B)
I hate everyone - get set go (I)
raised by wolves - voxtrot (L)
no cars go - arcade fire (L)
pure imagination - smoking popes (L)
Killer tofu - the beets (S)
Be Good - Tokyo Police Club (E)
Always love - nada surf (E)
The denial twist - the white stripes (S)
smile - lily allen (I)
calendar girl - stars (C)
so begins our alabee - of montreal (B)
rat in a cage - smashing pumpkins (E L)
do you realize - the flaming lips (B)
you can dance if you want to - men at work (L)
fever - michael buble (I)
its oh so quiet - bjork (S B)
pain - jimmy eat world (I)
don't stop believing - journey (CE)

general
6 o' clock - foxes
songs for ghosts to haunt to - maps and atlases
walk away - bears
here it goes again - ok go
autumn leaves - miles davis
purple haze - jimi hendrix
tikwid - animal collective
leaf house - animal collective


All of those songs are not going to be in it. It's just my work board yo.

I Still Don't Have A Reason

Just writing something so I don't have to look an emo post everytime I come on here. Or when you come on here. I wish I had something to say. I don't really have anything to complain about. I'm not bored yet. Well kind of. I went to the library to borrow books. So I'm excited. It seems that no matter how many and how long I sort my clothes they always pile up. Wait today is thursday. That really serves as no importance. I need to do laundry.

A Summary.

Of course we all have our regrets, but it's up to the person to whether they will dwell on it or move on and change for the better. This is another ending and another decision I have to make. Well it's not as big as deciding what college I want to go to, but every decision seems like it is so. Sometimes I know I've made a huge mistake, but I ignore and move on. Is that normal? Do people continue on life knowing that what they are doing isn't right? That they aren't truly happy.
Well I guess I can relate to that and think that it was their own fault... or something on the lines of that. You are where I want to be. Ok I haven't made a huge mistake, but sometimes I feel like I have. I mean you always have that feeling that you could be a lot happier right? But I don't know if I really would. I've finished packing and sometimes I wish that I was packing for a trip to another country, but then I float back down to reality to realize that I don't have the money for it.
One day... I swear I'm working on an invention this summer. Not for the sake of me becoming a millionaire, but to the quality of human life. Something unnecessary. Like a Toothbrush cozy. B/c those guys are so uncomfortable to carry. Ok mostly for the sake of becoming rich. Is that awful? that it seems to me that the only way that I'll be happy is money. NO. Actually. I wish I was doing better things with my life. Like helping others. Gah.
No more reflecting with Sanita. I am done. BUT living your life one day at a time just seems too simple. You have to think about the future. That bugs me. That bugs me a lot. As Kansas puts it "all we are is dust in the wind".
Maybe that is why I put so much emphasis on music. It's my escape. I should start reading or something.
Ok. Seriously I'm done.

A Sound We Didn't Notice

It is May.
Yesterday was Cinco de Mayo.
I feel like I am having a baby
and my brain is hemorrhaging information.
This is all before we say goodnight.
I love how the songs that I listen to while I write a blog always end up in my blog.
Lucky songs. They get promoted.
It's natural to be afraid.
En la futura, yo quisera ser terapeuta fisica.
Espero que la motivacion a eliger mas espanol pero no tengo tiempo. Espero mi espanol es mal para tu a leer.
I will be celebrating at approximately 2 o' clock tomorrow.
All men desire to know - Aristotle Metaphysics
I think therefore I am - Decartes Discourse on Method
A person is a substance of rational nature - Boethius
Socrates was born in 399bc
Plato was born in 347 bc
Aristotle was born in 322 bc
410ac was the fall of rome
430 was when augustine was born.
I won't list the unit circle for you guys.